Random thoughts

James has bit me today for no reason today. It hurt! Everytime James bites me I make him know it hurts. I his cheeks to where his mouth is open. This was the only thing that doesn't make him laugh when I tell him no.

A few days ago James was looking at my belly. He saw lint, and he put it in my belly button! It was so great I laughed so hard! My husband had lint in his belly all the time. James and I laughed. I taught James to laugh in a cute way when he sees my belly. I love it. He does it to his own belly. We laugh like a pony.

A watch I got from an old boyfriend popped in my head. I gave it to my mom. Sturdy watch it was. Hahaha! I once washed and dried it and it still worked.

I told James today I hope someday he has a sister that has red hair. Yesterday I mentioned to William it would be cool if we had a girl with brown and and blue eyes. William said it's very rare and hard. But maybe we could have a girl like that someday since we talked about features of James before we even were pregnant. We passed notes in Church long ago and I still have them.

When I was pregnant I called James, Brian once. It felt like he was a Brian that day. William and I liked that name. But we couldn't decide on a boy name once we found out the sex. Girl name wasn't hard. We had our girl picked out since I was 5 months pregnant.

James reminded me of how I used to sleep thru Christmas morning so soundly. James woke up at 8:00a.m. And I nurse him every morning. He went back to sleep after that. James was out ! I let him sleep on our bed while watching William play brutal legends for Christmas. It was blaring. Grandma wanted to wake him but he was out. Grandpa was carrying him and he was still out ! Even with the tv so loud. My brothers used to wake me by shaking and rolling my body. I slept thru an earthquake a few times when I was younger. I even fell off my bed and didn't wake! But yeah my brothers were the best of letting me believe in Santa forever! I was 14 years old. Lol I know! I was old. The more I tell people, the more I'm not ashamed and embarrassed.

Maybe a week ago now. James was trying broccoli, carrots, and cheese for his meal. It was In a jar. But he made the gagging face. Once he looked like he got it down, I fed him more. He ended up throwing up a little. It was just milk. But as I was cleaning stuff up I heard James make fake burp sounds and he is laughing afterwards. It was cute but not good to teach him its funny to throw up. My nephew once stuck his fingers down his throat and threw up and laughed. And kept doing it. Can you say not good but it is funny to think back on that.

William still has his cheesy smile. When me and William were dating, his family made me an album of William and his family. Cute pictures of William growing up. William was maybe 2 years old and has his eye shut and his teeth showing with his head held high! William still has it! Its cute. And only does cute things for me! I love you my handsome hubby!

Long ago, when I was young and stupid. Hahaha! Young I say since I am 27 and William is 28. But I didn't know William at this time of my life. This might seem weird but I once stared at a window of my reflection. And just stared without blinking not so much. I stared at myself for maybe 30 minutes. I was bored Or depressed. Maybe both. But I swear to this day I saw all the different hairstyles and what I would of looked like in different times and different erras. I promise I wasnt on drugs. But I think your mind also plays with you. E er since then I was curious if I did it again, it would happen.

James was on the benches of Church. He was standing and James bonked his head on the wood pretty hard. It made a big thud. That's what William said, since I was resting. It took James a couple seconds that it did hurt. But there wasn't no bruises on him! What a nice blessing God gave to James! Another blessing I won't forget is that this year. When we were making our way to Utah for our first vacation with our boy. I was closing my eyes little longer then I shouldn't have. And I was trying to keep awake. I said in my head. " I need help heavenly father" and as soon as I thought that. I gotten a burst of energy! Like someone just splashed me in the face. I wasn't tired at all! It was very cool. So yeah. It's nice to know that heavey father does bless us when we need it the most.

Okay so I should sleep before I can't. William now is on his back so I have to wake him so I can sleep. Snoring away. Hahaha!